I wish life didn't involve so much thinking. i wish choices were easier to make, and decisions simpler. i wish things could be undone that should not have been done. I wish hurt and anguish, disappointment and loss were easier to bear. i wish talking wasn't so difficult.

i wish i knew what i wanted, so when i got it, i recognised it. i wish i could see the difference between self-deception and truth. i wish i knew if i am happy or not. i wish i knew if idealism works. and if it doesn't, i wish i knew if it worth my while trying to make it work.

i wish i knew if my thoughts are wrong. i wish i knew if there is such a thing as right and wrong. i wish i knew if selflessness is really the best option. i wish i knew why i am where i am. i wish i knew if i want to be where i am.

i wish i knew what things mean. i wish i knew what 'too late' is. or 'too soon' is. i wish i knew if it's ok not to want what everyone else wants. i wish i knew if it's ok to change my mind.

i wish i knew if things could be better. I wish I knew if it's alright to want that better. I wish I didn't have to face the questions I fear being faced with.

i wish things were simpler! i wish i could see them simpler!I wish life didn't involve so much thinking. And to think (sigh, such is the irony of life) that I adore Rodin's masterpiece.